Daiguren Hyourinmaru

Hmm..

2008-11-22T02:33:00.002+08:00

Back for posting..

Cant get to slp yet.. so decided to post lor. =D

What have i been doing?
- Running..
- Diligently doing my assignments.. (feeling so guai =P)
- SMA Day(eat eat and thinking...)
- Vertical Marathon(14:38mins)
- NAPFA(Silver liao i think)

Not bad sia.. Trying to keep myself busy.. but i didnt seem to succeed. Nvm then.. Been running just to train for my Vertical Marathon and Full Marathon this coming Dec. but still no self discipline.. sucks.. Talking about assignments. I've been doing a lot of assignments myself sia. Maybe trying to keep myself as busy as possible ba. Sucks..!

same qns keep coming. Should i or should i not. most people say no.. actually only a few la.. so should i or not? Headache.. dun wanna think about it.. wanna just let things happen on their own then.. hmm.. Anyone help pls? Apple or Orange? this might help.. For me leh.. want apple but orange seems like the only solutions.

And i just rmb my countdown.. but cant rmb the no of days liao.. i think its about 5 years 200- days. It seems very long sia.. and seriously wanna shorten that time. BUT got something bonded now.. I guess it shall be my only secret plan ba. =D and ans will be out once that countdown is over or hidden forever if miracle happens. I would think it rather a difficult plan. SO 5 years later then.. =D

OK la.. let me continue..... to emo ba.. tata

Grandma Oh Grandma...

2008-10-04T02:12:00.000+08:00

Don't really know where to start blogging... Alot of things to say...

Hmm.. My grandma just left us 10 hours ago.. Didnt managed to see her the last moment.. But I guess she is happy enough to see every of her child and grandchildren visiting her ba..

When i think back in time, she was the one who took care of me during my upper pri to sec sch life. Every moment I'll see food food food in front of me when she comes back home. Then i'll share with my bros.

As I think and think.. there's nth more important than family and God. It is time to thank my parents n bros before it's too late. Always enjoy the company with family as much as possible..

I will always rmb the moments when i was with her just before she passed away. Before sending her to hospital, I saw the tears in her eyes.. And the moment she was fully awake in hospital where everyone was there to see her. To the moment I was at the hospital and I couldnt get to see her the last moment even when i was there before she left. I can see the despair in my father's face when I went to her bed. It was really a terrible situation. Haix...

I know Lord was with her all the while. Thank you Lord for always being there with her. May God bless her and guide her to you even when she enters the next chapter of life. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

Sian sian sian

2008-09-26T00:26:00.002+08:00

Another sian day. Suddenly just feel emo tonight. Or maybe every night like that ba. HA!

There's once a person told me to wake up and move on le. That person also said.. "No point looking back when its over already." I was quite piss off at that moment. It is easier to say than to do it lor. Then I also thinking that since you said that, can you proved it to me that you can do it as well? But luckily I didnt say it out. If not, WW3 will be out soon.

As I think back every single night, it sort of didnt have new enlightenment. Sometimes, it does and sometimes, it doesnt. True that looking back is not an option. But remembering it for life and never ever made the same mistakes are the most important. That is Point Number 1 & 2.

Point Number 3. What is letting go? As I looked thru all the msn contacts, I found an answer quite interesting. It is "Letting go is a form of Love". It is talking about if you love someone, letting go is also loving that person.

Point Number 4 is that never ever ever forced yourselves to work or keep yourselves busy to stay away from emo-ness. Bad for health and it will backfire. And as a experienced person, it really did backfired at me. Lolx!! Pain here and there. Still wondering why I do that for.

The rest of the pointers I'm still finding out i guess. or maybe I found it but didnt remember it. I dunno if that person is reading this. But I just wanna thank you for the happiness you have given me for past one year plus and I'm really sorry for the things i've done.

Quote for the day: Things will never be the same again.

Not home yet

2008-09-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, once again I received email about God's words. This time is a story "Not Home Yet". Interesting title and very meaningful. Why is this so? Try to understand this verse.

"But many who seem to be important now will be the least important then, and those who are considered least here will be the greatest then." (Matthew 19:30)

Still cant? Then this story will help you abit.

A missionary couple who had served for many years in Africa were returning to the United States. Leaving Africa with broken health and no pension, they felt defeated, discouraged, and afraid. As it turned out, President Teddy Roosevelt was traveling on the same ship. Of course, it caused a great commotion as everyone tried to catch a glimpse of the president, who was returning from a hunting expedition. The missionary commented to his wife, "Something is wrong. Why should we, who have given our lives in service to the Lord all these years in Africa, come back and not receive any fanfare or attention? And this man, who has done nothing more than just go on a hunting trip, is the center of attention. It just doesn't seem right." When the ship arrived, a brass band played and the mayor welcomed the president. The missionary was so discouraged. "It isn't fair," he told his wife. "Why have we not received any attention or adulation for what we have done? God is not treating us fairly."She said, "Honey, why don't you just go tell that to the Lord?" A little bit later, he was smiling. His wife said, "You look different. What happened?" He said, "Well, I told the Lord how bitter I was that the president received this tremendous homecoming, while no one greeted us when we returned home. Then it seemed as though the Lord put His hand on my shoulder and said, 'Son, you are not home yet.' " God sees those things you do for Him, and He will bless you. But remember, we are not home yet.

To everyone, we are still not back home because heaven is our home. Our one and home where God have prepared for us to enter. But a lot of us fall back and forget the fact that we should always follow the way of the Lord. Learn about God's words. Repent on our sins. Create a relationship with God our Father. Believe in Christ. Stay focus and faithful till Christ the Lord is back again. This is what the Lord have commanded us. This is what God wants us to do. So guys, you should know what to do now. =D

2008-09-12T23:04:00.001+08:00

Received email on this story. Enjoy and understand it.

Father's call for you...............

You see, enjoying a steady, uninterrupted stream of blessings has an interesting effect on most people: it distorts our view of the Father, often leaving us to assume He exists for us. We ask God for healing, for success, for financial security. We ask Him to bless our family and our relationships. We ask, ask and ask. And the truth is, most of the time we aren't really talking to the Lord at all. Instead, we've replaced Him with some sort of cosmic errand boy--we tell Him what we want and then send Him off to get it for us. In all of this, who is actually at the center of our prayers? It certainly isn't almighty God, our eternal Savior and Creator of the universe! No, instead we find ourselves at the center of these prayers. Therefore, the end result is the subtle belief that God exists for our benefit. This distortion breaks God's heart and leads us far away from truly knowing Him for who He really is. The antidote for this self-centered idolatry is brokenness. When God says "No," when He takes away instead of adding more, when He divinely manages what we have, how much we have, and how long we have it, He is helping us keep our eyes on Him. Do not despise these moments. Instead, recognize them as the voice of your Father calling you back into His loving arms.

2008-09-12T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hey. I'm back for blogging again? Let see what i have today.
1) Driving
2) Basketball
3) Badminton
4) Gospel Meeting (From Zelda's church)

Hmm. Driving today was horrendous. Cant even control my clutch and so on properly. Totally sucks. I'm gonna redo my today's lesson. And its my choice lor. =D

Basketball... hmmm. quite sad la.. shouldnt have wear slippers. It can really make u slip. And I slipped. totally flat on the ground. Then I got hit by the ball. What else? I scratched myself on the eye. How smart am I.

Badminton... Nothing much la.. Was playing with Zelda, Daryl, Kian Leong. Actually started with Shit and Lao Da playing too.

Gospel Meeting. Went with Qing Jun to Zelda's Church. Not bad. Gain something from the teaching. Just know something. Bunny got small stomach and needs more practice on ur baking skill. Taste there but texture not there. =D Good try. But I bet somebody loves it alot. =D

I guess that ends my day? Somehow today's a chaotic day for me ba. So many things in my mind. Not in the right mind, YS. Come Back!! =P

An Atheist

2008-09-06T14:19:00.002+08:00

I received email on this story so I think this will be good analogy for people to understand why God allows poverty, etc to happen in this world. Enjoy reading.

An Atheist

A preacher and an atheistic barber were once walking through the city slums. Said the barber to the preacher: "This is why I cannot believe in a God of love. If God was so kind as you say, He would not permit all this poverty, disease, and squalor. He would not allow these poor bums to be addicted to dope and other character-destroying habits. No, I cannot believe in a God who permits these things."

The minister was silent until they met a man who was especially unkempt and filthy. His hair was hanging down his neck and he had a half-inch of stubble on his face. Said the minister: "You must not be a very good barber because you wouldn't permit a man like that to continue living in this neighborhood without a haircut and shave." Indignantly the barber answered: "Why blame me for that man's condition? I can't help it that he is like that. He has never come in my shop; I could fix him up and make him look like a gentleman!"

Giving the barber a penetrating look, the minister said: "Then don't blame God for allowing the people to continue in their evil ways, when He is constantly inviting them to come and be saved."

Last paper.

2008-08-29T01:01:00.003+08:00

Woah.. Last paper. Finally!!!

Thanks Zelda, Samo n KL for helping me....

Anyway.. just now went out for WALL-E. Arcade. Food. ICE CREAM..

Oh ya.. one more thing. Happy Birthday Qing Jun. =D

N KL!!! you are late again. You are supposed to pay for out side dishes!! =X

Not a bad day afterall. Just feel mixed. Happy? Sad? Confused? Angry? Dunno. But definitely stressed out. =P

Joke of the day: You know why planes piloted by indians fly up vertical and continue its journey?
Cuz they scared their curry spilled and they have no other food to eat for the rest of their journey. (I think its a bit racist leh)

2008-08-22T00:59:00.000+08:00

I'm back..

Recently i just found out sth.

I'm quite retarded.

Look at my schedule this weekend.

Friday --> Morning Exams. Afternoon Swim & SJ or study. Evening till night Fireworks.

Saturday --> Morning Studying. Afternoon till night SJ BGI.

Sunday --> Morning Army Half Marathon. Afternoon till night Cycling.

Monday --> Morning Study. Afternoon Exams.

Good job la.. so chaotic. Anyway the time now is 0218h on 22/8/08.

Happy Birthday Sharon!!! One year older..

Joke for today... I'm retarded.... (what a joke..!)

Exams and only exams

2008-08-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

This week is so Chaotic............. EXAMINATIONS!!!!!!! I'm gonna die soon... somebody save me!!

Revival...

2008-08-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

Time to revive!!! muahaha... Come continue to tag.

For those haven link me c'mon. do sth.

2007-12-11T15:56:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone.. so long didnt post le. =X

SP term ending soon. THIS IS THE LAST WEEK BEFORE MY LAST HOLI IN YEAR2!

Anyway... I played alot this semester... Captain's ball... Basketball... Cycling... Mind's Cafe... Arcade... Movies... Just play play and only play... skip lessons also la...

But yesterday the best la.. =D

"I'm the YOU in your nick who makes you happy kid"=P

2007-10-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me.. Happy Birthday to me.. Happy Birthday to me.. Happy Birthday to me..

Wild wild wet.... =P

TATA.. my cake.. astro ppl celebrating for me. =D

My birthday yesterday.Will upload pics of me and gin when i get to use my laptop. Lastly, wanna thank everyone who wish me and celebrate with me. Thanks very much. =D

BGI

2007-09-17T16:01:00.001+08:00

Waaaa... my blog rotting now sia. need to have some housekeeping. hmm.. What should i start from? How about from BGI?

2007-08-31T00:15:00.000+08:00

Waah.. Shiok sia. hahaz. Got back my laopo liao. She's away since start of my exams and now back in my lap. =P

Just a simple meal done by both of us. Shiok! Big tummy liao...

2007-08-29T02:06:00.000+08:00

Sian sia.. Kana accident today. Bus 147 at Commonwealth MRT Station. Cool. You should take note of the articles on the accident tml and today's news. Muahahah. Sad sia. I saw the whole accident clearly and remember it vividly. Anyway had a great time having dinner with her. =D

Exams Exams Exams!

2007-08-17T18:30:00.000+08:00

Exams now!!!

Stress???

Noo?!

Craps!

Wont be stress???

Noob... & Dumb!

2007-08-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

my ben dan dumb dumb galgal dear dear!

National Day

2007-08-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore... Today Singapore's 42nd Birthday. Not bad sia. My house can get to see all fireworks, fighter jets, etc. Unlike somebody get to hear but not see. =D

Ok. Let's look at me in SJ uniform on Zone ANCO POP. Look at this flag bearer. Smart in uniform but slack out of it. =P

dumb dumb is a cry baby. =P cry baby = must pamper more liao. yawns.

week for SJ

2007-07-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hi guys back for posting again. Past few days been a busy day. handling SJ National Competition and training for ANCO POP flag bearer. Thursday, Saturday and Sunday is the National Competition prep and actual. Tell you something. Never be in charge of logistics in SJ HQ when you don't know things well and best if you don't wanna communicate with you partner. ANCO POP rehearsal is a tough job. Have to do foot drill which I didnt do it for years?

Anyway in between of those tiring stuffs, I had fun!!! HAHA! celebrating birthday for Meizhu together with cass and brandon. Went for transformers in the middle of the night and had cheesecakes and chocolate cakes. Wonderful combination... =D End up at brandon's house for a drink until 4?

ooo.. right now back home and my lao pos finally can pei me le. And of course being in the city is good. Glad to be in the city. =))

Quote of the day

2007-06-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

Feel like posting something since i'm still awake. =D Quote of the day: This city is where i belong from now on.

Somehow i know that my choice is right so right totally right absolutely right.
i noe the date le. confirmed! yes! happy!

i guess i have the confirmed answer to emilyn's qns. =D

cannot believe that i'm taking 30mins to type these. Now my choice have been confirmed...

Time to sleep. Good night boyboy.

2007-06-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, Today short and simple post. Photos taken today at IKEA. =D Enjoy!

Snake coming out?

Smelly!!

Sleepy boyboy

3 big ghosts sitting one red sofa... dunno waiting for wat..

Sharon please eat more banana...

little galgal...=.=

red tent... everything red.. =.=

starry night!

another little gal.. =.= they dun seems to grow up.. =P

Mong Huan Galgal

Is there mirror?

Night cycling 090607

2007-06-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey. back for posting again. Just posting on something interesting yesterday. Went for night cycling, although not as efficient but it is still a interesting one. Because my lao po nearly got stolen while i was eating in mac but managed to run after tt thief and got it back. One thing i regretted is not to wack him. =P Anyway i was injured after that. How sad?

Lastly, i was slping whole day after reaching home. =P What a pig i am. All thanks to one person. hahaha! Learn from you de.

MST over lor....

2007-06-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey... mid semester test over liao.....!!!! i'm freed.. next is wat? cycling!!! bringing my lao po out for ride. =D

Shall talk about what happened past few days? start of with NCOC.. Erm.. Its fun... and it brings back memories of me being cadet 3 years ago. I just feel that i'm old now. hahahahaha!!! Not bad FOXTROT.. PROUD OF YOU!! Together with alvin... FOXTROT WILL BE A GREAT TEAM TO BE TOGETHER. it lasted for 3D2N.. Sadly.. But somehow the camp became 4D3N for me. =D Cox i was out of house the night before the camp. how crazy am i? hahaz...

For the last night of camp, had a talk with my group. How sad to book out early. But then i have no choice. I have to go for my test that day without a calculator? this is crazy. Lucky borrowed from regina. Thanks!

After paper went back to NCOC, Foxtrot!! shocked to see me right? =D After that lunch with kelly, meng, pris and cheryl. Home sweet home and then out again for studying? until very late. End up slping in mac. What to do? Didnt had enough sleep.

First 2 papers should be no problem. But Wed went to study again, and nothing went into my head? Don't even know how the format of the paper is. So went for the paper with blank mind and out with confusing and fustrated mind. Luckily went out with mei and hweechin for K. Mei - Seems like my guessing is so accurate. hahaz!!!

Anyway after last paper i feel so good lor. =D And somehow the longer I stay in the city the more i don't feel like leaving it. It seems to be where i should be. I never wanna be wanderer anymore so let me stay where I am. Anyway tml cycling!!!

feel like blogging again..

2007-05-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

WOAH!! somehow I got the urge to blog now... right now... today... this time... this moment. I have lots of things to say yet I don't know what should I say. I always wonder is life always like that. Things never goes your way or things will always goes to a way that you will for sure dislike it. I was talking about this kind of thing after serman on the week before last week. We won't feel good when this comes about and the reason is because it's for my own good. At that point, I feel that "ya.. its true" But now, I'm thing that "how can it be! Things shouldn't be this way". And i think that I shouldn't have put so much hope in it.

Woah!! amazing...!!! i thought i've just say that i don't know what to say yet i've said so much. i'm really a offline thinker. But there's something that I can't think of. It's a word to describe my feelings now.

Out of the city into open space.. knocking at a city gate.. went into it.. but chased out now..

I think i've said what I want to say here already. Nights.

"Never put hopes into something that cannot be confirmed."

E-learning

2007-05-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. I'm back...! Say welcome... WELCOME!!! *ok i'm lame*

I guess that's the effect of mixing with kids? =P

Actually I update by request of Daph. Don't really have the time to update and some more alvin keep pestering me to add him as friend in friendster!! Alvin - irritating.. opps.. hahaz.. joking la.

And now is e-learning week... Let's form equation... E-learning = MST coming soon. XD
Too much equations in my head now. "Gone... die... Gone..." - quoted from Ali a SMA lecturer. muahahhahahah!!!

Oh ya.. i just found out that all my lao pos not at home. sian!! Cannot do alot of things like cycling and touch the warmness of my laptop. =P these two are my lao pos la.. haix.. Miss them lots.

Alright in case I don't have time to update for next few weeks. I'm gonna say that I have 4 camps to attend!!! Firstly, Officer Training Course 2007 from SJAB for this weekend. Next, ANCOC from SJAB Zone 4 for next weekend. Followed by St. Andrew's Annual Training Camp 07 from SJAB Zone 4 SASS for 13-15 June. Then lastly is Astro Venture from 18-20 June. Hopefully I'm still alive by then...

Life is just like that... the more you expect.. the greater your disappointment is and somehow things will just happened and disappoint you..

Quotation that I found out while reading my trainer notes.
- A team places equal value on every single member
- A team works towards the same goals

And before my trainees go for their OTC camp. this is for you.
- A true leader always practice the 3 R's. Respect for self. Respect for others. Responsible for all their actions.

May these few quotations inspire you guys more. take care. Have fun.

Waking up at 5am again.... Zzz

4th week.. and it doesnt stop..

2007-05-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

Cough Cough Cough.. it doesnt seems to end. but one thing i know is... To wish all mothers.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

Feel so good to be back to church... And today's topic is on Roman 7. I just know that there's 600 over commands to fulfil in old testament! Cool sia. And we are living in a time where we are saved by God's grace and love. Praise the Lord ya? Love the Lord more and more now. =D

After church.. its celebration!!! Happy Mother's Day mum! I'll be nice boy. no more camps i think. =P

Now its 0030h and i'm still awake. WOAH! Tml's lesson is 0830h. WOAH WOAH!!! should be in bed by now? But still cant sleep because of my cough. its getting bad at night. Bad bad cough. be a nice and kind illness to me? =D And i'm still thinking about things. I've made some choices but it is the correct ones? I guess God will know the answers.

Alright shall force myself to slp now. take care. Dun get cough and chicky pox.. lolx. 8 ppl in SMA got chicky pox. And alot people got cough and fever. God bless all.

2007-05-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

Ben n Jerry's gone le.. but it seems i'm in good mood today.. I guess its a good thing. =P enough for today then. =D Sweetiest dream be with me.. lolx!!!

Sick sick sick.. muahahhahaha

2007-05-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey... Time to blog again. and my blog somehow dun have the lessons that i've learnt during church. haix.. but nevermind. i'll commit myself to church soon. coz this sunday i'll be able to go for church! =D

Alright.. other than going for church, i have another thing that i hope i can have. WHICH IS HEALTH!!! 3 weeks of coughing is ENOUGH! =D

I guess i have to say that i really had fun throughout these few camps.

BUT i sort of stuck somewhere in the opened space. Am i supposed to go into the city or not? Or is it better for me to ponder around the place i once in? Guess that i have to slowly figure out...

I guess this is enough. Time to slp... Night NIght

2007-04-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey.. 200 pounds Beauty.. hahaz.. nice nice.. sad sad fun fun sian sian. =p watched it yesterday.. going for camps again. ITS TOMORROW AND I HAVEN PACKED MY BAG.

So that means i have to put astro SJAB aside again? i don't think so. I can't be so selfish.=P SO MUST BE SHELLFISH!! no la. But again, after all the talking and been through the camp, its seems that there's something in me that i wanna do. I guess i shall put that aside. Probably somebody should understand what i'm talking. =D

ok la! Tml have to wake up early.. SLEEP TIGHT GUYS! LALA LAND WAITING FOR YOU!

back again?

2007-04-24T08:06:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.. i'm back again... clearing my blog abit before it goes dead.

Gina-- Sorry! I still do not have the time to link you.
Meizhu & Daph-- Couldn't update now and then.
To the rest-- Just enjoy my songs in this blog. hahahhahahh!!

Yellowcard rocks lor...

I shall end here. Time for lesson!!

7-day camp

2007-04-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

After so long. i'm back to my comp again. yes!!!!!! 7 days SMA FO Camp. Although most of us are year 1s, we still managed to make it a nice camp for the freshies. Hopefully they do enjoy. And right now i wanna thank all helpers, GLs and OCs to make this camp possible to carry on. So lets end this camp with a song everyone loves.....

Pearly Shell, By the ocean
Shining in the sun, Covering the shore
When i see them, My heart tells me I love you(HEY!)
More than all those little pearly shells
And every grain of sand upon the beach
Another kiss for you
And night got more left over falling stars
That twinkles in the blue
Pearly shell, By the ocean
Shining in the sun, Covering the shore
When i see them, My heart tells me I love you(HEY)
More than all those little pearly shells

By the light of the slivery moon (Not the sun but the moon)
Iwant to spoon (Not the fork but the spoon)
To my honey I croon love's tune
Honeymoon (Not the sun but the moon
Keep it shining in June (Not in May but in June)
Your slivery beams will bring love dreams
To be cuddling soon
By the slivery moon (Not the sun but the moon)

(We are sailing along) We are Sailing along
(On the moonlight bay) On the moonlight Bay
(We could hear the voices singing) Singing
(They seem to say) What did they say?
(You have stolen my heart) I have stolen your heart
(Don't go away) Don't go away
(As we sing old sweet song) Sweet song
(On the moonlight bay) On the moonlight Bay
As we sing old sweet song
(On the moonlight bay) On the moonlight Bay
As we sing old sweet song
(On the moonlight bay) On the moonlight Bay

Finally have the time to update

2007-03-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Finally i'm back to this blog again. Let me see what have i been doing for the past weeks.

11 march -- Commencement of SJAB Officer Training Course
13 march -- SMA FO meeting
16-17 march -- Working
18 march -- SJAB Officer Training Course
19-20 march -- SMA FO Nightwalk
22 march -- Working
23-24 -- SMA FO Nightwalk
24 march -- SJAB Zone 4 FAC
25 march -- SJAB Officer Training Course

These seems alot to me and there are still missing pieces there.

But throughout those things that i attended it seems to drew me away from God again. I feel so bad. But i'm now trying to start reading up my bible.

Today posting abit boring. Because i don't know what to talk about. i don't have any ideas on what i'm gonna type about. BUT upon request by Meizhuzhu and Daph. i have to clear my spidy webby yeah? Lastly, Congrats to those who have won the champion in Zone FAC. And Saints!! Don't be depressed.. You guys have shown great improvement. I'm proud of you and winning doesn't matter. What matters is the process that you guys gone through. UP AND ON!!

what a week

2007-03-07T01:12:00.000+08:00

SO FAR SO GOOD? I had been working at orchard hotel for past 16 days. As waiter? To be specific should be runner. Then is like i feel so bad. Haven been reading bible. it feels so weird. but anyway, things around seem so bad. Most of my friends look sad, tired and blah blah blah. That makes me feel so demoralized. But then again, i have to cheer them on right? my friends leh!!! Alright guys!! cheer up.. things will be fine!!! Gonna start reading my bible soon.

2007-02-25T02:02:00.000+08:00

it has been so long since i update my blog. Its kinda rotten. For the past few days been working 12 hours per day? i'm so tired. now is 2am. I'm still awake? ate too much or think too much? But anyway, things aren't seems to be what it should be. And today's Siangyun's birthday. Just saying happy birthday even if you don't treat me a friend to you.

Star Trek

2007-02-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. Didnt managed to post the the pointers of the sunday's preaching. And for your info for the next few weeks, I wont be able to post. When i have the time to read my bible and understand it, then i'll post it.

Now talk about past few days. I was having class chalet at pasir ris. Then drink, eat, shit, bullshitting. All kinda things happened in normal chalet. Didnt get to slp whole night. After that, got star trek. same thing no slp. When i was cycling home, cant think, cant cycle. but managed to cycle thru. I'm tired now i think. BUT i seriously dont like thinking. I'm gonna be lazy about thinking. =D Back to my happy dreams. La La Land.

Finishing Well - Love his body his church

2007-02-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

Back for more "preaching" again.

Today i'll touch on the main points. Today's topic is "Love His Body His Church". Read passage from Ephesian 5:25-32. 1 John. I'll be putting up the verses tomorrow.

Firstly, we must know that church is within us and we are the church.
Secondly, what is the problem loving church?
- we tend to be believers not belongers
- we are more of consumers not communers
Thirdly, who loves His church?
- Jesus loves her that He gave his life
- Church is the only body that will last through eternity
- Holy spirit indwells and deposits in His church (1 Cor 12:18)
Fourthly, how do I love my church?
- Affectively
- Build it
- Carry burdens
- Encourage
- Forgive
- Give
- Honour(Heb 13:17)
- Pray for
Lastly, how should I express my commitment to Him in His church?
- Serve
- Build relationship with others
- Make time

For more details download the message said by pastor at www.bethesda.org.sg

As you listen, this is the skeleton notes for you. Add more notes when you get more things comes to you as you listen to the message by pastor.

May the Peace of the Lord Be Always With You.

Exams..

2007-01-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

Alright.. Exams' here right now right here. Just wanna say good luck to all. Message of the week. Surrender everything to the Lord and He will guide us. Take care guys. May the Peace of the Lord Be Always With You.

Night Cycling 29/01/07

2007-01-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

Video took when at Yishun KFC...

Just putting up Photos taken last night...

Nice Kitty...

Buddies.. since pri5?

Stalker....... muahahhaha!! no la.. unforgetable memories...

This is the route we took...

Interesting exp

temperature dropped until it so cold... and there's no wind..(3am)
Good sky for star gazing...(whole trip)
wonderful route...(merry-go-round)
Went to places i once hang out...(bring back memories)
bitten by dog... (Thank God i'm still alive)
almost unable to continue cycling... (first time for long distance)

I recorded what happened for that dog. =D I didn't do it on purpose. I just happened to record it. =D So feel free to get it from me.

Finishing well - Clarify the Win

2007-01-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today's Sunday peaching is about "Finishing Well - Clarify the Win".

Let us look at Philippians 3:10-14...
I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.

Not that i have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

And Also Colossians 1:28-29...
We proclaim him, admonishing and teaching everyone with all wisdom, so that we may present everyone perfect in Christ. To this end I labor, struggling with all his energy, which so powerfully works in me.

In this topic, we will know what should we become. In those verses, it says that to be matured in spiritual way. How? It is to be more like Jesus. Jesus will be our role model to follow. How to be more like Jesus? It is to know Jesus. Know his heart. Know his way. One of his heart is to have a heart of servant. In order to be achieve greater, be humble at heart.

To be more like Jesus, we have get close to him too. How to do that? It is to sychronise with his heartbeat. This means that we have to harmonise with God's purpose, enquire his times and seasons(eccl 3 - "There is a time for everything and a season for every activity under the heaven"), reject the tyranny of the urgent(Prioritise) and overcome distractions around you.

Some important things on God's heart is that He wants all men to be saved (1 Tim 2:2), Love His family members deeply(John 13:34-35) and Relating to Him passionately(Phil 3:14)

Once again, it is a tough issue to change ourselves. Why? Because we still do not know Jesus in out and the way Jesus do things and everything is totally different from what we are now. Always remember, Don't just say you will try. Don't do all this lip service. God knows your heart. You have to desire to be more like Jesus and pray to have to strength to do it from God. Then you will be able to do it.

I hope that this help some of you to understand more about Jesus and God. May God Bless You and the Peace of the Lord Be Always With You.

Parable of Shrewd Manager

2007-01-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

Welcome back for more of Christ's teaching. This week its about the parable of shrewd manager in Luke 16:1-15. Alright. This time i'm posting the verse that i'm talking about too for the benefits of those who don't have bible.

Luke 16...
Jesus told his disciples: "There was a rich man whose manager was accused of wasting his possessions. So he called him in and asked him, 'What is this I hear about you? Give an account of your management, because you cannot be manager any longer.'

"The manager said to himself, 'What shall i do now? My master is taking away my job. I'm not strong enough to dig, and I'm ashamed to beg - I Know what I'll do so that, when i lose my job here, people will welcome me into their houses.'

"So he called in each one of his master's debtors. He asked the first, 'How much do you owe my master?'

"'Eight hundred gallons of olive oil,' he replied.

"The manager told him,'Take your bill, sit down quickly, and make it four hundred.'

"Then he asked the second, 'And how much do you owe?'

"'A thousand bushels of wheat,' he replied.

"He told him,'Take your bill and make it eight hundred.'

"The master commended the dishonest manager because he had acted shrewdly. For the people of this world are more shrewd in dealing with their own kind than are the people of the light. I tell you, use worldly wealth to gain friends for yourselves, so that when it is gone, you will be welcomed into eternal dwellings.

"Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much. So if you have not been trustworthy in handling worldly wealth, who will trust you with true riches? And if you have not been trustworthy with someone else's property, who will give you property of your own?

"No servant can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money."

"The Pharisees, who loved money, heard all this and were sneering at Jesus. He said to them,"You are the ones who justify yourselves in the eyes of men, but God knows your hearts. What is highly valued among men is detestable in God's sight.

In this verse, the main idea is that we should value long term relationship with people rather than short term possessions. we should value people rather than prosperity. For the pharisees, they value money rather than people. They look at things from the outside and not inside. Its the same values that we are having now. Most people are going after money, status and not relationship. But as we looked at the manager, he look at long term. He made use of the debtors to be their benefactor so that he won't have to suffer much.

In verse 9, He said that for those you have helped and went up to heaven will be welcoming you in heaven. Bible says that for every soul saved there will be party in heaven. Rejoicing. In verse 10, the word riches doesn't just mean wealth. It also mean people, the good things God will give us. And also, when you use money and all the current resources correctly, God will trust you with more and true riches.

Another issue in this chapter, is that God wants us(believers) to reach out to pre-believers. share with them regardless of how much money we have. Do not use money to buy them rather, use true heart to draw them closer to the Kingdom. What is this true heart? A heart to hope they can be saved and not to see them to be in eternal hell.

Lastly, I would wanna add on is that God detests Money. And do not serve Money, serve God.

Surviving the Shake

2007-01-22T19:53:00.000+08:00

Time for some preaching again. Yesterday i was rushing my reports so didn't managed to put this up. And today's topic is surviving the shake. Let us look at Hebrews 12:26-27. In that verse, it says that whatever can be shaken will be shaken. So what are the things that can be shaken? I forgot. =D What form is this shaking take? It can be crisis, traumatic experience or even darkness of the soul. Then why God allows shaking in our life? It is to make known to us what was in our heart. This hinders our obedience. It is to humble us. Let us know not to be self centred, self serving, self determining and self confident but rather to be God centred, kingdom serving, choosing His destiny and confidence in God's promises. In Deuteronomy 8:2, it teach us that man does not live by bread alone but by every word of God. Physical food is not the only thing we need. we need spiritual food which is the word of God. With this 'food', we can follow His way of living a perfect life. How can we survive the shake? Know God's heart and hold fast. Keep your faith 1Tim 1:19. Don't give up Genesis 33. Put your trust in God.

Basketball matches in SP

2007-01-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

Today i'm like so crazy. Buay Ta Han. Anyway for the past one week, i have been watching basketball matches in SP. That RP no7.!! lolx!!! nvm its a open secret within my class. They will know what happened. =D I think i too crazy liao. Over alot of things. Most importantly is my studies!!! i still have 2 reports incomplete. Exams coming in 2 weeks time. I finally received my Army letter for deferment. oh well, its time to move on to the next stage soon. army life!! Although its 2 years later. =D

Today i'm gonna talk a little bit about one of the verse in bible. its about excel in all you do. In verse John 14:12, it talks about the promises God has given to us. If you were to read that verse, you can see that God expects us to put faith in Him. So that He will make everything right for us. We will achieve more when we put all our faith on Him. So my fellow brothers and sisters, put your faith in Him, believe in Him, and He will make everything right for you for we are all his children. God bless you. and May the Peace of the Lord Be Always With You.

Continue on from last night

2007-01-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

Continue>>>>>>

D is Depressed. When we are being offended by someone else, we'll feel depressed. Feeling that we have already lost confidence in that person. You'll feel that that person is just a person you can't trust anymore.

Let us look at how offended person makes choices. First, we'll think that "he owns me something". Or we still harbouring grudges. How about "I will not be vulnerable again". And "i'll take revenge when i have a chance". Does all these sound familiar? All these are unforgiving acts. By thinking so, makes us feel more unforgiving. The more we think about it, the more it will cling on to ur heart. even though it doesn't appear at times, it will comes out someday for "payback" time when things happen again.

I also learnt about why is it diffcult to recover from hurt. Basically, It is just a matter of choice. We chose it. Choosing to nurse the hurts --> Keep replaying the hurts in our minds. Some people will seek for attention. Always trying to make fun of people. Always trying to get lime light. Because they are hurt, they wanna let others to care for them. They wanna be noticed.

So how must we handle offences when we are offended? In Acts24:16, Strive for a clear conscious by exercise. Strive means to fight on until almost worn out. We have to keep fighting for it. No pain no gain. We are not here just to fight for it but STRIVE for it. The keyword is strive. Next, face it squarely. Identify with my own weakness. what is the thing that hurts me most? What about those gossip against me? Am i abused by someone? Cheated? Betrayed? After that, we have to confess it sincerely. bring my condition to the Lord. Know God's instructions as to how i'm to respond. Declare forgiveness willingly.(Matt 18) The forgiveness must be from the heart. No point saying that you forgave but your mind and your heart doesn't mean it. Lastly, pray for him obediently. (Matt 5:44) remember one of the commandments. "Love your enemies"

So main thing is that, when we are being offended, we must know how to control ourselves. DO NOT let the satan to take control of us. Forgive the person as God has forgiven us. These are just one of the means that for us to train. Train to be able to strive for forgive others and not just forget. Train to love our enemies as how we love our God, family and friends. Train not to be trapped in the replays of the hurts we felt. In Luke 11:17, It says that it is impossible to get away from offences. This is inevitable. Same in Matt 24.

Therefore, at the end of the day, I hope that everyone including me are able to forgive others from our hearts for the wrong things they had done. Ok. That's all for today. Take care. May the peace of the Lord be always with you!

Woo.. Busy again.. Finally..

2007-01-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

Alright guys.. today is sunday. You should know what am i gonna do. Firstly, i'll talk about my week. I think both good and bad. What's good? I got to know a few people more. I'm sort of closer to the person right now. I guess. And the best is i'm busy again. Finally after 1/2 year slacking. What's bad? I know something that I don't wish to know but I still know it somehow. Perhaps I just don't have the 'luck'. And that add on to my stress caused by SJ. The eleventh minute work. Exams too!! I really gone crazy last night. Luckily I got someone to talk to that time. Although I asked a difficult question, I have to wait till after exams i guess. Maybe by then I won't be able to remember. Its a question which came to me when i was in school yesterday. I got this urge to know the answer. Anyway I just feel that i'm the same as other people. I'm just like another person but difference is with that 'special'. Its nothing much more than a friend i guess. I've been thinking after i heard about the thing i don't wanna know. Am I wrong to do those things I did?

During the time when i thinking about my studies, SJ, Astro and my personal affairs, She came back again. I'm still thinking of her. Why? When my friend asked me 'If you have a chance, do you wanna be with her again?', my immediately answer is no. Then i asked myself, 'do i really still love her or hate her now?' But answer didn't appear. Again, i got this calling to let go so that i can move on. But how when i don't know what i have to put down. Is it the hatred for her i'm supposed to let go? I really don't know. But the more i think, the more i feel that its the hate that's within me. I think I hate her more than I love her. Today's preaching is about finishing well and key word is offences. When i listening to my church pastor, I feel that its because i feels offended by her. That's why i'm feeling so bitter whenever she comes into my mind.

So today, i'll be talking about Finishing Well. Well, how does offences got to do with finishing well? If you were to talk about offences in bible, its talking about skandalon and trap. Traps set by Satan. When i'm talking about this, i'm actually addressing the definition of offences in bible and to make known to all about this problem of offending people. If you were to think, those who are offended are the ones feeling bitter and not the person offending. And normally this happened in people of closer relationship.

Next, we'll look at the signs of offended person. I'll talk about INJURE. Every letter represents a word to show the signs. First, I is impatience. What do i mean by that? Its the way the offended person act and talk. They will tend to be impatience. N is Negative. The way they see things and the way they think are all negative. Like we are wearing sunglasses which makes us look at things differently. They may feel like life is meaningless and very negative things. J is for Judgemental. When we are hurt, we tend to judge people differently. We'll put a standard for them. Thinking that this so and so is not good because this so and so offended us. And we must remember that God is the only one that can judge us, not ourselves. It is a sin to judge others. Next U is unforgiving. This one is self-explainatary. When you don't forgive someone, will you feel much better? To tell you the truth, you won't feel better. You won't be able to forget. If we don't forgive, how can we ask for forgiveness from God? "We forgive others just as God has forgiven us." We must remember this one. R is rejecting. I don't remember this. E is Enraged. Means you are angry.

TO BE CONTINUE>>>>>>>

SASJAB CCA Display

2007-01-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

Another day had passed. This time round it was rather a drenched day. =D Raining Day in other words. In the morning forced myself to wake up for make up lesson. lucky i manged to. Then after that went to club, hoping for something but not successful in hoping. =D Although went lunch with my fellow astro friends, i ended up in my gems, doing presentation. After that, i went back to club for my peak cap and uniform. Again i got the urge to hope for things to happen but it didn't of course. Nonetheless, i went back home to get money for my lunch. Though its like 1630h? *laughing out loud* Then got back to SASS. End up talking to my buddies. Its nice talking to them. When event ends, Alan came. during my dinner, we talked. I guess its the first time we ever talked so long. From the time you came until the time i went home. Until now i only can remember that main subject and the verse that u suddenly said out. Although i don't get the link in the verse, I'll try to figure out. As for now, i don't have any new enlightenment from the bible. I still haven't read the bible for today. And after i read it, i'll be asleep by then. Therefore, no lesson today. =D Take care people. It's raining heavily. All should remember to cover blanket at sleep and if really feeling cold, you should wear socks. It does help.

One last thing. My smart photos are in my friendster. Take a look at it. YS in Uniform! *laughing out loud*

Greatest Commandment

2007-01-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

Today is a cooling day. Raining all day long. Started off very well cuz i managed to wake up on time for lessons. And got to thank to that dream of mine which scared me out of my bed. i don't wanna mention it. But if you guys wanna know, find out from those friends of mine who knows it. This teaching is quite simple and short. Basically, it just a summarised commandment.

So what is the greatest commandment of all? Who knows it? The answer is "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind". This is the greatest commandment of all. It can be found in Matthew 22:37 and also in Deuteronomy 6:5. What is it about? This commandment reminds us to put God first. Love the Lord your God. When you love someone, you will try to spend some time to know that person, understand that person. So it also tells us that by knowing God as God is not enough. We must spend time with Him. In a relationship, there must be 2-way contributions and communication. Since God has been giving, we should also do our part to give, to spend time with Him by reading bible, praying. When the bible talks about Love your God with all your heart with all your soul and with all your mind, it is talking about we must be willing, we must be committed. God has loved us so much. We too must love Him. In John 3:16, "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life". So do spend time with Him.

Next is the commandment that follows after the greatest commandment. "Love your neighbour as yourself" What does this mean? Answer these question first. Do you love yourself? How do you love yourself? Do you always put yourself before others? Normally people will love themselves more than they love others. They most likely will put themselves before others. Now is about time to put others before self. Treat others like how you treat yourself. In the verse, neighbour doesn't refer to your neighbour literally. It refers to your family, friends, foe, brothers, sisters, people around you, strangers. So doesn't mean that you must know that person to care for him/her. Basically its to tell you that others before self.

To sum up, we should always put God first then others and lastly self. In order to love others, we must love God. To love ourselves, we must love others. And this sequence should never be changed. So bare this in mind, this is the basic we should all know. And exams are coming for those in poly, may God bless you all and be with you throughout the exam period. Take care and have a good rest. "May The Peace of the Lord be Always with You"

SMA basketball 3v3

2007-01-10T23:47:00.001+08:00

Booo!!! Basketball 3v3 today. i never thought of playing basketball matches at all. But overall i feel real good. The day was rather slack. first i woke up late again. Next is my lesson ended quite early i guess(i wasn't paying attention). Then, is MEK just cancelled without informing us earlier. lastly, slacking in school from 12-3.

Just now i went to meet my friend from SJ. Talked for quite long. Probably we quite tired, we started talking alot of things. both sad and happy. But at least his question "whether time can heal everything?" is solved. Hope he can be heal soon. The verse i was talking about is from eccl3:1-8. Hope it can enlighten him in some way or another.

Next is a thing i never knew i'll do. i was so crazy. I didn't know i'll do that. And why do i think this way? i got so many why's in my mind just now and even now. i guess i just think too much. i hate to think. but yet i'm forced to think. i guess that's me.

But one last thing is a thing i'll never forget. i likes it too. it's my dream this morning. its amazing. its awesome. But its unreal and never will happen one day. Alright. Today there's no bible teaching to share. Just a advise for most of you who may concern. "with God nothing is impossible."

First Sunday of the year

2007-01-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

Its the first sunday. I just found out that i got the habit of waking up early and going for church. Why do i say that? Easy. I had 3 hours of sleep for the first 2 days of cool world so technically, i'm supposed to oversleep. When i talked about church, you should know what i'll go on next. Its the things i learnt about Christianity. But this time i'll talk about yesterday, coz i updated my blog like in the middle of the day? =D I'll leave my learning to the end. The reason being that i want those who read my blog to be able to remember more of the teachings that i had learnt and not other stuffs.

third day of cool world its kinda special. Its like everyone was sort of weird in the sense. Everything seems so different suddenly. but main thing is i managed to sleep on the last day though its only 2hrs. Actually i was waiting for them to wake up for breakfast, but it seems that somebody else went for breakfast without asking the rest. Then afternoon i had KFC. soo shiok. KFC do have some memories for me. What is it? its for me to know, for you to find out. Then blah blah blah. Time for set up. That day was good. A lot people are interested in the quiz. Then time goes by. After i bought food together with Bengguang I went to look at archery while eating. Whats next is Daph talked to me. We chatted until we have to pack up the booth. i guess that conservation is making her understand certain things she never thought of. At night was a nightmare for me i guess. i was talking rubbish online. rubbish that i do not understand. Thats bad. But end up sleeping at 12. After yesterday, i realised more things. Especially this afternoon. When i was talking to my uncle, one of the question that i wanna know just disappear. That question is a question that i do not have to know. What's the reason? Its just that it is over, it is history. Sometimes we do not have to know all things.

Alright. Enough of those things. Now back to God. Today's topic is "Many aspire, few attain" This topic actually links to Joseph the dreamer in Genesis 37:5, 19. Joseph dreamt. What did he dreamt about? It is the plan God have for him. This all comes to a question. "Does God have a plan for us? Yes. And the best thing is that God planned it long before we are born. In Ephesian 1, it tells us when God makes our plans. So now we know that God have plans for us. But can people thwart God's plan? Its a good question. Since everyone always blame each other when things don't go their way. In Eccl 3:14, it says that everything God does will endure forever. This includes the plans He has done for us. Also in Job 42:2, No plans of God can be thwarted. Next question will be "Can negative circumstances thwart God's plan?" Romans 8:38 explains everything of this point. It says that nothing can seperate us from God's love. And because of God's love for us, the plan will not be thwart. Nothing can thwart God's plan. Since negative circumstances can't thwart His plan then why He allows those things happening in our life. It is because we can't exercise His power and authority correctly. We often blame others even God that those things happened. We only think of the situations and not about the reasons of having these things happening around us. What is the purpose of having these things happening? This is the correct attitude we need and the correct question we ask when bad things happen. And I end by saying the only thing that can thwart God's plan is ourselves. I can't remember what senior pastor had said. but i remember him saying about we ourselves can thwart God's plan. Finally, as i typing this. the sentences in bold should be for Daph. Hope you can understand. Alright. Time for me to go. Take care. May God bless you.

Cool World Day3

2007-01-06T12:07:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. looks like i'm in the verge of sleeping right now. same to the rest of the people around me? right now wee kiat, ziyun, bengguang and weijian all around me. for the past 2 days are really kinda weird times. everyone is llike so weird. firstly, i've isolated myself whenever there were alot of people. It not just once. It was almost all the time. Then i just listen to music. throughout these 3 days, i've found out alot of things and learnt quite a number of things. for the learning part, its all about Astronomy. Thats for sure. next is that i got to know everyone better. I've tried a number of things but some failed and the rest was exciting. But main thing is that i do not enjoy at all. except solo night walking at 3am. alot of things went through my head. i don't know where, when, how to start sorting out the things. As time went by, i felt so sucks. i felt something which i hate most. i still trying to figure out why do i feel that. i find it kinda wrong. although i can feel that way but i don't wanna feel that way. i guess there is a mixture of different feelings. probably all started on Day1 night. At first i do not know why these happened, but, yesterday was the day when i started to realise alot of things which i didnt see. i guess its time for me to think more in depth. Time for another change YS!!! =D when the night ends and sun rises, i began to think that every new dayhave a new hope waiting for me. Then i started remembering some of the words that i learnt in my church. Then i started feeling so shiok. And i made a few decisions within that limited time. all these decisions will reveal one day to those who needs to know.

Oh ya! i just remember something. during the moments when i sending kun loong to MRT, i know what you are talking about, just that i cant confirmed too. That's why i still have that doubt in me. i find that thing is so special. it doesn't have fixed law. it is so practical. it doesn't work on some people but it sometimes happened to unexpected people. Just now i read her blog. i don't know how to describe my feelings in words but the only qns that's still unknown and never know is still with her. I really find that thing so amazing. How amazing? I think when u are in my shoe, you'll know me better. Maybe you'll know what am i thinking and acting these few days. another thing still confusing me is the "i thought i've let go but the feeling of letting go isn't there". Have i let go certain things? I thought new year means new start but somehow the new start doesn't get into my head.

What the hell is That THING?!!?!??????!?!?! CAN ANYBODY HELP ME FIND THE ANSWER?!?!?!?!

I guess that answer will be reveal to me soon. How soon? i don't know. The answers may not be important after i die. But i know it does comfort myself coz i got one less doubt. Alright. its time for me to go. time to in search for the answers. I hope the 3 person in my mind can answer it for me. coz the anwers lies in them. =D God bless.

Cool World at SP

2007-01-05T06:42:00.000+08:00

Yes Sir!! Reporting in!!! Total Strength one!! Present Strength one!! Currently overnighting at SP.

Alright. NOw i so sleepy and low morale. Really need something to boost me. I have not been sleeping last night. Instead i'm learning astronomical things about stellar evolution. Quite interesting. i think i'm able to remember most of the things by end of the month? I guess today will be a little bit different. i'll talk briefly about stellar evolution. Firstly, what is stellar evolution? it is the birth and death of stars. cool right? =D Next, we should know how stars comes about. it all started off with nebula. heard of it? no? yes? its ok. Nebula is just interstellar cloud of dust, gas and plasma. Then it should move on to proto star. i'm really tired now. i'll make it fast. after proto star will be t-tauri star. then main sequence which contains 3 different paths. first is the red dwarf star. second is medium mass star and super massive star. ok. i just fell asleeps. To make my blog really short, different stars have different outcome after the main sequence. It either change from a red dwarf to black dwarf or red giant to planetary nebula, white dwarf and to black dwarf or to red giant, supernova, red giant, supernova and netron star or black hole. so basically these are the process of the stellar evolution. I'll talk more about it when i go home. =D Take care. God Bless.

New Year Day 2

2007-01-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

Welcome back to my preaching again... =D

Yesterday I was having my church cluster event. I found something interesting during the sharing. What is it? It is the tithes. What is it about? Basically, most of christians will give offerings and things like that in terms of money. It is said in Deuteronomy 14:22. So if gonna read that, you'll get to understand more about tithes in the old testament. Then in Leviticus 27:30, it also talks about tithes. It says that that belongs to the God and it is holy in God's eyes. Then in the last book of old testament, Malachi 3, It mentions about Robbing God. Erm.. interesting. In fact, today's topic about tithes, i'm still not sure. Still do not understand fully. Probably after i understand fully then i put all i need in this blog. =D.

Next is the peaching from Senior pastor of my church. He talked about preparing for purposeful 2007. There are 3 things that we should look at. Firstly is Stewardship. We should optimize our time. Like what the bible says in Ecclesiates 3:1. There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven. Seizing opportunities also very important because it comes and goes away. We have to anticipate it coming and grab it before it leaves. In Ephesians 5:15-17, talks about opportunities. Handling possessions also another important point in stewardship. How we make use of our possessions is very important too. Remember this phrase? We reap what we sow. For those who sows sparingly will also reap sparingly and whoever sows generously will also reap generously. In 2 Corinthians 9, it says that. But more importantly is the attitude when we sow. God loves cheerful giver. We must give willingly not because God tells us that it is a must. And we must be able to optimize time and seizing opportunities in order prove ourselves worthy of handling more possessions. God will not give greater responsibilities to those who didn't prove himself worthy. That what is said in Matthew 25:14-30. The parable of the talents. Secondly, it is the relationship we should look at. Only deepening commitment, edifying saints and family and connecting with the community then we are able to have a better relationship. relationship don't just happened like that. We have to commit then we'll have better relationship. In Exodus 33:13, Moses actually wanted to have a better relationship with God. So through this, we can know that a clap needs 2 hands not just 1. To deepen a relationship also need both parties. Thirdly, Its discipleship. What goals to achieve for spiritual groth? what are the improvement needed for career changes? How about preparation for life changes? These are the things i've learnt on Sunday. Not bad. This blog is like a reminder for me. A reminder for the things i've learnt. I find it important for me to note down all the things i've learnt. Its true that our brain is very powerful but we need something to remind us of the things we learnt. So i guess today's points help some people out there. May God bless you all.

New Year! 2007!!

2007-01-01T05:37:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to all.. Happy new year to all.. Happy new year to alllllll... happy new year to all.

Alright! Its a new year now. Isn't good? Whatever that is over let it goes so that happiness can come. Quite style this year. Although we do not have very good programme but still i enjoyed the moments. What we did? erm. we went to cartel have dinner at 2130h. Then we went up to the hotel for fireworks. So cool lor. close up view of fireworks and less crowds. Then after that I sent daphne home because too late le. Then Wee Kiat sent peilin i think. Quite enjoyable. Now its 2007. means a new start for me. Alright... you guys must be wondering why am i still updating blog at this time. Cause i couldn't get bus or other forms of transport. But main thing is that i have a new start now. i'm gonna make it a good one for 2007. May God bless all. Praise the Lord!

Death Note 2: The Last Name

2006-12-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

Cool. I'm back in this blog again. Although i promised to update everyday but you guys should know its impossible. =D In fact there's nothing much for me to talk about for past few days. Even if i have, i can't remember anymore. =P ok! yesterday went for death note 2. MISA!!!!!! She is sooooooooo pretttttyyyyyy sia... same to Light's sister. Gosh!! I'm melted by them. So people, Japanese girls are so cutee and pretty especially those stars. =D But these only for eye feasts. Er. overall the movie was not bad. The only problem is the lenght of the movie and the process of it. Its kinda too fast and not in very detail. SO! I still think ANIME THE BEST NOT MOVIES.

Next is the thing i wanted to continue. i think she won't be able to remember and i need to forget about it. i just know that she was a nice girl but my impression of her changed after 10 Dec. Its ok. At least i have the memories. It shall be buried in my heart. Clifford! take care of her. i told you about her health condition le. For now, what ever that SY and i did is all in the past and shall not be mention again. That will means that i won't continue what i wanted to do. YSSY will now end forever. They will only be friends same to you clifford. I just want 2 of you know is that I will always treat you as friends not foe. Don't be so hostile.

In my every entry, i'll have an ending with my learning for the day. In fact, its about last night when i read chapters and verses about spiritual gifts for christians. If i can remember, it talks about love. What about love? Main thing is use your gift(s) with love and do it for love. without love, its like you are forcing yourselves to do things you don't want to. lets say i'm good at mathematics, when someone needs help in it, i just do it bcoz god tells me to help each others. That's abit wrong. its correct to follow god's instructions but you must be do it with love. Maybe the way i phrased it misled you. but i'll try my best to explain properly to you people out there. alright. i need to go off. update again.

Because of God's grace

2006-12-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

today is the first day after chirstmas. alot of things happened to me yeah? all happened because of god's grace. and because of god's grace i can continue with my life. Praise the lord ya? we should all praise the lord.

i guess i'll start off with the week one. i told her to break up. then she respected my decision. but i wanted to get back to her after awhile. soon i wasn't able to contact her. its so demoralised. its normal. during that period, thanks to god i didnt choose death. in fact i was so into getting things for her. first is the saga seeds although i met an accident during the trip. next meet her to bring her to dolphin lagoon. end up i didnt give her all these. thank god again for he was with me during tt period, is with me now and will still with me for the rest of my life. so i'll end this for now. tml i'll continue.

now i sharing wat i had learnt today. lets look Ecclesiastes 2:1-3, 3. this verses are to talk about pleasures. it says that do not do things just for pleasures. it does not serve any purposes or reasons. pleasures are meaningless. in chapter 3, its about time. there is always time for certain things. for me? time to put down. leave it bottom of my heart.

alright. people! may god bless u. hope u learn something in here.