Saturday 22 November 2008
Back for posting..
Cant get to slp yet.. so decided to post lor. =D
What have i been doing?
- Running..
- Diligently doing my assignments.. (feeling so guai =P)
- SMA Day(eat eat and thinking...)
- Vertical Marathon(14:38mins)
- NAPFA(Silver liao i think)
Not bad sia.. Trying to keep myself busy.. but i didnt seem to succeed. Nvm then.. Been running just to train for my Vertical Marathon and Full Marathon this coming Dec. but still no self discipline.. sucks.. Talking about assignments. I've been doing a lot of assignments myself sia. Maybe trying to keep myself as busy as possible ba. Sucks..!
same qns keep coming. Should i or should i not. most people say no.. actually only a few la.. so should i or not? Headache.. dun wanna think about it.. wanna just let things happen on their own then.. hmm.. Anyone help pls? Apple or Orange? this might help.. For me leh.. want apple but orange seems like the only solutions.
And i just rmb my countdown.. but cant rmb the no of days liao.. i think its about 5 years 200- days. It seems very long sia.. and seriously wanna shorten that time. BUT got something bonded now.. I guess it shall be my only secret plan ba. =D and ans will be out once that countdown is over or hidden forever if miracle happens. I would think it rather a difficult plan. SO 5 years later then.. =D
OK la.. let me continue..... to emo ba.. tata
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Signed Tōshirō Hitsugaya.
Saturday 4 October 2008
Don't really know where to start blogging... Alot of things to say...
Hmm.. My grandma just left us 10 hours ago.. Didnt managed to see her the last moment.. But I guess she is happy enough to see every of her child and grandchildren visiting her ba..
When i think back in time, she was the one who took care of me during my upper pri to sec sch life. Every moment I'll see food food food in front of me when she comes back home. Then i'll share with my bros.
As I think and think.. there's nth more important than family and God. It is time to thank my parents n bros before it's too late. Always enjoy the company with family as much as possible..
I will always rmb the moments when i was with her just before she passed away. Before sending her to hospital, I saw the tears in her eyes.. And the moment she was fully awake in hospital where everyone was there to see her. To the moment I was at the hospital and I couldnt get to see her the last moment even when i was there before she left. I can see the despair in my father's face when I went to her bed. It was really a terrible situation. Haix...
I know Lord was with her all the while. Thank you Lord for always being there with her. May God bless her and guide her to you even when she enters the next chapter of life. In Jesus' Name, Amen.
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Signed Tōshirō Hitsugaya.
Friday 26 September 2008
Another sian day. Suddenly just feel emo tonight. Or maybe every night like that ba. HA!
There's once a person told me to wake up and move on le. That person also said.. "No point looking back when its over already." I was quite piss off at that moment. It is easier to say than to do it lor. Then I also thinking that since you said that, can you proved it to me that you can do it as well? But luckily I didnt say it out. If not, WW3 will be out soon.
As I think back every single night, it sort of didnt have new enlightenment. Sometimes, it does and sometimes, it doesnt. True that looking back is not an option. But remembering it for life and never ever made the same mistakes are the most important. That is Point Number 1 & 2.
Point Number 3. What is letting go? As I looked thru all the msn contacts, I found an answer quite interesting. It is "Letting go is a form of Love". It is talking about if you love someone, letting go is also loving that person.
Point Number 4 is that never ever ever forced yourselves to work or keep yourselves busy to stay away from emo-ness. Bad for health and it will backfire. And as a experienced person, it really did backfired at me. Lolx!! Pain here and there. Still wondering why I do that for.
The rest of the pointers I'm still finding out i guess. or maybe I found it but didnt remember it. I dunno if that person is reading this. But I just wanna thank you for the happiness you have given me for past one year plus and I'm really sorry for the things i've done.
Quote for the day: Things will never be the same again.
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Signed Tōshirō Hitsugaya.
Thursday 18 September 2008
Hi guys, once again I received email about God's words. This time is a story "Not Home Yet". Interesting title and very meaningful. Why is this so? Try to understand this verse.
"But many who seem to be important now will be the least important then, and those who are considered least here will be the greatest then." (Matthew 19:30)
Still cant? Then this story will help you abit.
A missionary couple who had served for many years in Africa were returning to the United States. Leaving Africa with broken health and no pension, they felt defeated, discouraged, and afraid. As it turned out, President Teddy Roosevelt was traveling on the same ship. Of course, it caused a great commotion as everyone tried to catch a glimpse of the president, who was returning from a hunting expedition. The missionary commented to his wife, "Something is wrong. Why should we, who have given our lives in service to the Lord all these years in Africa, come back and not receive any fanfare or attention? And this man, who has done nothing more than just go on a hunting trip, is the center of attention. It just doesn't seem right." When the ship arrived, a brass band played and the mayor welcomed the president. The missionary was so discouraged. "It isn't fair," he told his wife. "Why have we not received any attention or adulation for what we have done? God is not treating us fairly."She said, "Honey, why don't you just go tell that to the Lord?" A little bit later, he was smiling. His wife said, "You look different. What happened?" He said, "Well, I told the Lord how bitter I was that the president received this tremendous homecoming, while no one greeted us when we returned home. Then it seemed as though the Lord put His hand on my shoulder and said, 'Son, you are not home yet.' " God sees those things you do for Him, and He will bless you. But remember, we are not home yet.
To everyone, we are still not back home because heaven is our home. Our one and home where God have prepared for us to enter. But a lot of us fall back and forget the fact that we should always follow the way of the Lord. Learn about God's words. Repent on our sins. Create a relationship with God our Father. Believe in Christ. Stay focus and faithful till Christ the Lord is back again. This is what the Lord have commanded us. This is what God wants us to do. So guys, you should know what to do now. =D
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Signed Tōshirō Hitsugaya.
Friday 12 September 2008
Received email on this story. Enjoy and understand it.
Father's call for you...............
You see, enjoying a steady, uninterrupted stream of blessings has an interesting effect on most people: it distorts our view of the Father, often leaving us to assume He exists for us. We ask God for healing, for success, for financial security. We ask Him to bless our family and our relationships. We ask, ask and ask. And the truth is, most of the time we aren't really talking to the Lord at all. Instead, we've replaced Him with some sort of cosmic errand boy--we tell Him what we want and then send Him off to get it for us. In all of this, who is actually at the center of our prayers? It certainly isn't almighty God, our eternal Savior and Creator of the universe! No, instead we find ourselves at the center of these prayers. Therefore, the end result is the subtle belief that God exists for our benefit. This distortion breaks God's heart and leads us far away from truly knowing Him for who He really is. The antidote for this self-centered idolatry is brokenness. When God says "No," when He takes away instead of adding more, when He divinely manages what we have, how much we have, and how long we have it, He is helping us keep our eyes on Him. Do not despise these moments. Instead, recognize them as the voice of your Father calling you back into His loving arms.
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Signed Tōshirō Hitsugaya.
Hey. I'm back for blogging again? Let see what i have today.
1) Driving
2) Basketball
3) Badminton
4) Gospel Meeting (From Zelda's church)
Hmm. Driving today was horrendous. Cant even control my clutch and so on properly. Totally sucks. I'm gonna redo my today's lesson. And its my choice lor. =D
Basketball... hmmm. quite sad la.. shouldnt have wear slippers. It can really make u slip. And I slipped. totally flat on the ground. Then I got hit by the ball. What else? I scratched myself on the eye. How smart am I.
Badminton... Nothing much la.. Was playing with Zelda, Daryl, Kian Leong. Actually started with Shit and Lao Da playing too.
Gospel Meeting. Went with Qing Jun to Zelda's Church. Not bad. Gain something from the teaching. Just know something. Bunny got small stomach and needs more practice on ur baking skill. Taste there but texture not there. =D Good try. But I bet somebody loves it alot. =D
I guess that ends my day? Somehow today's a chaotic day for me ba. So many things in my mind. Not in the right mind, YS. Come Back!! =P
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Signed Tōshirō Hitsugaya.
Saturday 6 September 2008
I received email on this story so I think this will be good analogy for people to understand why God allows poverty, etc to happen in this world. Enjoy reading.
An AtheistA preacher and an atheistic barber were once walking through the city slums. Said the barber to the preacher: "This is why I cannot believe in a God of love. If God was so kind as you say, He would not permit all this poverty, disease, and squalor. He would not allow these poor bums to be addicted to dope and other character-destroying habits. No, I cannot believe in a God who permits these things."
The minister was silent until they met a man who was especially unkempt and filthy. His hair was hanging down his neck and he had a half-inch of stubble on his face. Said the minister: "You must not be a very good barber because you wouldn't permit a man like that to continue living in this neighborhood without a haircut and shave." Indignantly the barber answered: "Why blame me for that man's condition? I can't help it that he is like that. He has never come in my shop; I could fix him up and make him look like a gentleman!"
Giving the barber a penetrating look, the minister said: "Then don't blame God for allowing the people to continue in their evil ways, when He is constantly inviting them to come and be saved."
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Signed Tōshirō Hitsugaya.
